What Condition My Condition Was In.....

Sigh....

I seem to be going through the equivalent of Menopause or whatever u women get....
Mood swings and wat not...
I hate this...
Chemical Locha as one of my friends put it....
Actually i did but ya.....Whateva...

This place is a bundle of contradictions....
One sec u could be fighting and out to kill a guy...
Next sec that guy comes and acts like ur best friend....
go figure....

I dunno really sumtimes wat to expect and think anymore...
The expression numb comes to mind....
But ya....
thats like a few stages behind me....


weird.....Messsed up....
Depressed one sec.....
happy the other.....

Hell wen u dont know wat to expect from ur closest friends....
Wats there to think anymore...

I need a break seriously....

Cya when i'm in a better mood....
Or when this Chemical Locha passes.....

Sigh and u F***heads...
I don't want a jaddo ki jhapi or any such crap....

Thank u....
Come again...

A picture of you..........

An experiment....
A thought....
A dream....
A new poem...
Call it whatever you will....
But here it is...

A picture is All i have left,
And i bear it open for all to see........

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A Picture....

When i look in the mirror,
All i can see is a picture,
When i look in my eyes,
All i can see is a picture......

A picture is all i have,
In my mind and in my soul,
A picture of you with me,
Is all thats left for me........

All alone i feel for the first time,
But i realize i always was lonely,
I was living putting all my happiness on a picture,
A picture of you beside me......

Nothing makes sense anymore,
I search for you everywhere i know,
But I know I won't find you,
All I'll ever have of you, is this picture......

Were those times real or a dream,
Did I really live them or did i imagine those fields,
I think i might have been crazy.....that time with you an illusion,
But then there is this picture, And it seems so real.....

Who are you? Where did you come from?
Why were you here? Why did u meet me?
Why did we spend time together? Why did we lie in each others arms under the sun?
If you were going to disappear? And all i have left is this picture.....

All i have left is a picture,
A picture is all i have,
A picture of her in my mind,
It wont leave me alone, It won't go away........

A picture of you in my arms,
A picture of you with me,
A picture of the queen of my Dreams,
The world thinks I'm crazy, but i know this picture is real....

Everywhere i look i see this picture,
A picture of you with me,
In this existence it's all i have left,
My life dedicated to a picture, A picture of you with me.....


- Aiman
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Jabse yeh Gaana....Mene din ko.......Sunaa re.......

Saawariya.......Oh ho oho.....
Saawariya.......Oh ho Oho.....
Saaaaaaawwaaaaaariyaaaaaa............


*Sigh*
Yes....
Now that the requisite groan at the start of every blog entry is out of the way.....
Though the groan might be caused by the horrifying music.....
Lets get down to business......


First up is change.....
No....Not the coins as in South Park Night of living Homeless....
Though if you do come across some change then....
"Change?"
..................................................................................................
*Ahem*
Yes...Back on track then.....
I remember myself a few months back.....
Lets make it about 6 months shall we........
There was once a time i ran from the limelight....
Where i was happier out of the attention....Didn't give a fig about politics or power......
(lol....Anyone who's been to high school will know what i'm talking about)
I was happy with my few friends.......No work!!!
And my heavenly headbanging collection of music.....

But now....
*Sigh*
Here I am Mr.Popular (not to blow my own horn....But yeah....)
Everyone knows me.....Everyone wants me to be with them.....
I'm considered the smartest guy in my batch.....
Which i might be......But....
Lol...
I mean....
They expect me to top????
I mean.... I don't study!!!
Hell....I never have......
And me top???
Sheesh!!!

Got so much responsibility....
But this all wouldn't be such a problem on its own.....


But coupled with the fact that well.....
It's all so different.....

Change...

Sigh...

From Hard Rock to Bollywood Pop...
I kid u not......I got a 2gb collection to argue with you....
This change in music may not be that important to some....
But to me..

Well yeah...
Its wat keeps me sane....Cools me down......
AND NOW...
It just seems so weird....

But u know....
u can't change them....
So u gotta join them.....
Plus chicks tend to dig a guy with 170 songs on his....
And well....
If 80 of those are Hindi.....
Nevermind......
In Rome... Do as the Romans do......
(Thats is if you want to do the Romans too...... ;) if u know at i mean......)

Well anyways....
I dunno wat else to whine about....
Lets headbang i guesss....
Chow....


Teri Aankhen Bhool Bhulaiya...
Bateen hai Bhool Bhulaiya.....
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My life..... At present.....

Ever heard Crazy Town's drowning....
It so aptly describes my state of mind...
Sigh.....


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"Drowning"

Everything is so complex
Everyday is like a test full of obstacles
That seem almost impossible

And I’m thinking just another breath not a minute left.
How long have I been drifting?

Pass the glass pint hit the flash light now break it.
People say I’m a star but I still think ill never make it.

And I’m thinking just another prayer not a second left.
I feel there’s something missing

Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers that I see go around me.
Am I drowning?
Am I fading away?
OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?

I’ve been to hell and back looking for the answers to life.
Looking at myself trying to get things right.

And I’m feeling just another breath not a minute left.
I feel the darkness lifting.

There was a time
That I questioned if Id ever be alright.
Running getting high staying trapped by sleepless nights.

And I’m thinking just another breath not a minute left.
I feel there’s something missing.

I’m running from myself and all the things I don’t like.
Living every night like it’s the last night.

And I’m thinking just another prayer not a second left.
I need to stop resisting.

Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers that I see go around me.
Am I drowning?
Am I fading away?
OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life

Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?

Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers that I see go around me.
Am I drowning?
Am I fading away?
OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.

Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.

The dawn....Is it the start of a new day??? OR the pause before a new night????

Thinking of interesting stuff to say is such a bore....Seriously...

I always gotta appear intellectual to my audience...
Which is why writing poetry appeals to me....
Cause no matter what u write about.....
Or even if it at all is absolute crap....

People automatically go like....
Oh....HE writes poem...
HE is deep....
He's an intellectual....

(Even if the only thing ur deep in is bullshit.....But u get my point.... ;) )

So here's is a new poem....
That well i feel for me is very important...
Cause well...It stands for an important milestone...

Turning of a page....
Or Start of a new chapter....
REbirtH i call it...

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REbirtH

Its dull and cloudy outside,
But that is but a reflection to within,
Fear has eaten up my heart,
I'm losing her, the light of my dreams....

The wind batters me again,
Rain washes away at my happiness,
The fire of love that was kept burning,
Has been chocked off, by the darkness within.....

I call out to you,
Hoping you would return,
But all the sound is swallowed by the night,
And I know that she's gone.....

I can't go on like this,
When all I can feel is emptiness,
Losing my control I scream out in pain,
And the tears fall and mingle with rain.....

I'm burning,
I'm crying,
I'm screaming,
I'm flying......

I feel like a feather in the wind,
Gliding wherever I'm being taken,
A phoenix lying in the ashes,
The end of the road......

I feel this all and more,
Being bent from within,
Enough is enough,
It's time to awaken.....


In that one moment,

In that one truth,

In that one breath,

I escaped the lie......

Cause now i know within,
I don't need you or anyone else,
No matter where i find myself,
I always know who I am.....

I can now see her there standing calling out to me,
And I turn around and walk away,
I have no need to know what she needs to say,
Reborn, The stars call out to me and i walk away.....

-Aiman

Sometime....There is no brighter side....Just a side thats less darker than others...Such is life...

Sigh....Its been a while hasn't it???
Such a Lot has happened since we last spoke....
I don't even know from where to begin...
But first.....I just want to tell you......
I thought a lot about.....Did a lot of soul searching.......
Saw the direction in which this relationship is heading....
And well i guess.....We should see other people!!!
I know....I know....It seems harsh but i feel its the only way forward...
So from tomorrow onwards....Make it a point to see at least one other person that day....

Good now that its out of the way....Let us begin...

Firstly I now onwards reside in the Land of Cows....
No this is not an exaggeration.....Or a metaphor.....
I am now in a place whose name literally translates into Village of The Cows..
Welcome to Belgaum!!!

Hmmm....I had no internet for a week.....
Yes i will now proceed to repeat that casual statement in case u missed the main impact of its words.....
I had no internet for a week!!!!!!!
Now u may proceed to scream in horror!!!

College just started today...
And to tell you the truth.....I'm pleasantly surprised....In a good way!!!
Yes I am the only NRI in the batch.....
And yes there are also girls whose grasp of the English language extends to "Myself Vaijanthimalla!!!!"...

But on the other hand....

Just when you've lost hope....
When during the introductions a person gets asked which famous dead personality you'd like to meet and you hear a reply "Kurt Kobain".....
Or when you ask someone if they like english movies....And you get the reply " Yeah..Especially comedy films...My Favorites are Eurotrip and Harold and Kumar...What about you??? Seen them??"..

All of a sudden you know....Maybe you just might get through this alright....

Later Folks.....
Got to chase a couple of cows of my fields first....
Peace out!!!

Run it's a hurricane!! No wait......Its a cyclone!!! Oh Shit......Run anyways!!!!

Gonu has hit Oman.....
First of i would like to point out that I am very pissed off by the name given to this natural calamity.....
I mean think about it....Who the hell names a cyclone Gonu??? I mean....Gonu????
Sounds like a bloody goldfish or something....Can you imagine talkin to another hurricane victim...
You'd be to embarrassed to repeat the frikin name!!!
As they go on about Katrina.....You stand there sheepishly looking around wondering who the hell gave it such a tame name....
Gonu i tell you....

Anyways....Moving on....
Oman has been badly hit and the infrastructure is badly damaged.....
While some places were hardly affected except for heavy rain.....
Some places were under feet of water and and destruction and chaos ruled supreme.....
It was a tough time for all of Oman....And i must say the Civil Forces did a wonderful job saving lives....
For a calamity of this magnitude to have only 15 deaths....Amazing work and precautions taken.....
Our Prayers are with those whose lives have been affected and best wishes for the future as the rebuilding gets underway....

Yada yada.....So on and so forth....
Now that the sensitive mumbo jumbo is out of the way let us sit back......
relax.....
I mean if u want to hear a sad sob story.....Wat u doing here????
And look at the funny side of the aftermath of Gonu.....

Pictures by Yours Falsely......

First off :
Look at the difficult decision facing people.....Do you go left....Or right.....
Know what i say???
Your screwed either way babe!!!!





Exhibit two:
At first sight your everyday standard car submerged during disaster shot....
But.....As you look closer you realize that the car owner was well prepared for the storm....
And thus took necessary precautions to save his car from the rain.....
What was his great plan you ask??
He left the car on battery power with the wipers on!!!!
Great plan!!!





Third Times the charm :
When they said they deliver to exactly where you are.....
They didn't lie........





Fourth Horsemen....Er....Fourth picture:
OK really weird one.....
Now i want you to check out the rightmost gas cylinder....
We all know how fricking heavy they are and the force of the water.....
So how it got into that position is no mystery........
But the question is......Now that the place is back to normal...
What in the name of god is keeping it suspended in that angle????





And last but not the least:
Ever wondered where so much water came from???
I mean it can't be possible so much of the flooding was due to the rains....
Well its not!!!!!
Now you know the cause!!!

Irony?? You know that heart attack that happens to a cardiologist?? Yeah...That thing....

Well.....
Ever heard of a million to one chance???
Well statistics show that million to one chances take place nine times out of ten....
Weird eh???
Do you trust your probability???
God Bless Terry Pratchett man...All I'm saying.....

Football....
Very important in some of our lives....Not so important in others......
Funny isn't it when a football lover and non-football lover get together.....
Extract from a first blind date with above scenario :

Guy: "So....What are your interests??"
Girl: "I love to follow the EPl... Its like a way of life to me....Are you interested in it too??"

(The one in million guy who has no idea about football or clubs and has a zilch of an interest in it
meets the 100 in million girl who can't live without football....So he has no idea what she's going on about....It would be best to tell her that.....But....Naturally....Being a guy....He decides to buff his way through!!)

Guy: "Right on!!! I love the EPL too!! Thats awesome!!! We're so alike!! EPL is my life!!"
Girl: " Thats so amazing!! I'm a hardcore Red's fan!! You??"
Guy: "OMG!!! I don't believe it!! ME TOO!!"

(Girl thinks to herself....This guy is amazing....He's like perfect for her!! She might be in love....But first....A final test...)

Girl: "So ....You saw the match against the Gunners yesterday??What did you think about it??? You know maybe we can get together and watch the highlights later on......[*wink*]"

(Guy thinks he's made....That was the signal alright!!!!And luckily he glanced the headlines in the paper today morning!! So he knows what happened in yesterdays match....Oh...He's made all right!!)

Guy: "Yeah!! It was an amazing match!! I mean the scoreline was like 5-4!! What a tense action filled match!! Would love to get together and watch us thrashing the daylights out of Manchester United with you....[*winks*]"

I'll leave you to imagine what happens next......Though i can assure you it surely did not involve candles, flowers and coffee together....Though thinking it involved a nuclear bomb,WMD or a kick to the groin wouldn't be such a far bet!!!

So...About the irony of life??
Need i present more evidence??
I rest my case...........

Coffee or Tea.....Frankly I just want my caffine....

Hello.....
Is it me your looking for??
Cause if you are you've come to the wrong place.....
I'm not here anymore....I've gone to get some coffee....
Be right back I'm sure......
If you want I'll get you a cuppa too.....
Unless your one of those bloody tea drinkers......
In which case get lost you bore!!!
Drink coffee and live forever!!!

Hmm.....Dunno really........There's a message here somewhere.....
No seriously....There is.....I meant to put one here.......Really...

Right over here Actually......

But now its too late i guess......Nevermind......

So whats been up recently....I finally saw Spiderman 3........
Really got in touch with my inner superhero....Really....

The trials and Tribulations......Handling responsibility.......
And most of all....It really shows humanity....

Even a superhuman is still human.....

Ok...Ok...Enough with the farce....Who gives a crap bout story and character .....The action was sexy...Loved the effects..And Venom Kicks Ass!!!!

So....
Now if you'll excuse me i gotta go.....
I'm gonna shoot someone.....
No not really,That comes later....
But just in this little game i know.....

Live for a Dream......Die for a Memory....

So....

An new post....I dunno....I feel the urge to say something nonsensical and random just to make u laugh.....But i wont.....

I'll resist that urge.....Instead i'll write something.....

A poem thats always been in mind....Wanted to write for a long time....Idea been nesting there and never seen the light of day.....Until now.....

Imagine loving someone so much.....Imagine all u had in the world was her.....And you spend your time together.....Speakin of how u both would spend the rest of your life together......And then....

She's gone....And all you have with you is that memory......A Memory of an Eternity....A memory for an Eternity.....

Hope u like it.....And plz do comment....Appreciate if others appreciate what i do......

Memory of an Eternity

You're never really gone,
You're always there beside me,
You're trapped in this dream,
I won't let u escape...

That one perfect moment,
Captured forever in my mind,
Those final few drops of bliss,
In a sea of disappointments....

In that moment be entombed forever,
That one last breath of carefree joy,
Until the world takes over my dreams again,
And responsibilities swallow us back again...

And every dawn the bubble bursts,
The dream has ended,world is how it was,
The pain is back to haunt me,
And I'm mortal again....

Flighting away for the rest of my day,
Awaiting those times of glory,
Waiting for happiness and bliss,
Until the night comes and the memory lives again...

The rest of my life in the requiem of a dream,
In that memory you are with me,
In that memory together we are immortal,
We will live for ever in a dream, Death begone....

-Aiman

Close your eyes.....Take a real deep breath.....Then die of your pollen allergy!!!!!

Hmm....Am in an interesting mood....So maybe i'll just post without whining about anything rite now.....

So let me recap on events of the past Cricket World Cup...

Well first of there was the winners Australia...... don't really care about so screw that actually.....I mean come on.....They won sure.....Sure....But MORE importantly Bangladesh played some pretty good cricket!!!

And TEAM INDIA.......More like ALL THANDA!!! I mean seriously....So many ad campaigns for Pepsi and stuff....More like they all fizzed out on the event.......They were all prepared for the world cup to do anything....Except play cricket.....Sad really.....

And then....Explain it to me......Ganguly the one redeeming factor of the team now....Only batsman who put up a consistent and good performance....Is being rested when he's in form......While Viru is retained......Politics man....Never makes bloody sense does it????

Death of Bob Woolmer is funny too.....Not sadistic funny....But sad and tragically hilarious funny....I mean its been a month already and they still don't know for sure whether he was poisoned and strangled or any leads on who did it......i think their strategy is to take their time giving the murderers enough time to confess of their own crimes.....Sigh........

Hmmm....So dats d world cup i guess....Farce all the way.....No great matches.....And Australia won again so yeah.........Moving on........

People should really read more of Terry Prattchett....Really...That man is an amazing author....His wit is in a class of its own up there Douglas Adams and the like.....Hilarious Stuff!!!

And plus a new addition from today......
The Answer To the Philosophical Question for the Day :
So the question being......" Why are we here?"
Well i'd think the answer was obvious ain't it........We are here.......Because there was nowhere else for us to go.....So i guess yeah......If there was somewhere else better to be...What the hell are we doing here??? So yeah....We're here because we're nowhere else.....Nevermind..... /*rolls eyes*/

Hmm....Thats about it folks....All we have time for today

Warning : The contents of this meaning less post may leave you with an Irresistable Urge to hurt the author.......For wasting your time......

Let us start of this post with a two minute silence to remember the death of the last shred of intelligence in spiders and the birth of some in the fly....The Whole incident went something like this....

"Come into my den,
Said the Spider to the fly,
You'll find it's quite a cozy little Haven,
Away from the rain,You'll be warm and dry.........

The Fly just said 'Lame!!!',
Flipped the spider off,
Then he flew off,
Muttering about the spider's missing brain........"

I have successfully become the first human to officially lose a game of "Thjnxet; eat jsdhad-ajwei)((^" to the alien race of THE KUT which are sentient race of coat hangers which only pay visits to you when you are either extremely intoxicated or gone mad.........

Yes....Thats was just a sign of how things are in Muscat.....It will come as no surprise for you all to learn that things here are pretty BORING!!!!

Hmm....Not in the mood....I'll rant later.....Or maybe just will post somethin funny....Or maybe revisit me philosophical roots....Or maybe I'll just shut up and play some X-BOX...Dunno....
Later folks......

I'll leave you with a few completely unrelated and extremely coincidental lines that follow each other in no particular sequence and are of random meter.....Know wat i mean??? I dont......

No peace...
no rest...
no pain...
no despair...
i feel...
sorrow...
lift its breath...
freedom....
from fear...
to love...
a hope...
for a tomorrow...
that will be ours when found!!!!!

I'm only paranoid because they want me dead............

I have discovered my passion....Brought out by two sessions of watching the movie shooter in the theater....Even when I didn't particularly like it the first time.....But.....

I wanna be a sniper!!!!

I wanna take careful aim and frag someone wit a headshot.....Thats what i wanna do......If the head happens to belong to President Bush well thats even better....

Before the secret service gets on my ass and i have another international incident....I am speaking about a game called CS....I am not planning an assassination attempt on Bush.....At least not at this moment.....Maybe later...(Btw.....Don't ask about the first international incident...All i can say is it involved one pissed of president,three dead cows,a nuclear bomb and lots of hot sauce flavored ice-cream!!)

Hmm....Counter-Strike....Never really liked the game...But now for some reason i'm crazy after it.....Dunno why....Whats wrong???

Which leads me to to the other topic on my mind........THEM!!

Oh you know who THEY are.....Them....They control everything......

No I'm not talking about some conspiracy....Hell they run those conspiracies.....Along with everything else.....

They all around you....There's no hiding from them....I just want to the truth to get out.....

You know what I'm talking about...You've felt it....You know they're watching us....Controlling us....
The pieces are in front of you...Its upto you to piece them together......Spread the truth....

Well thats enough paranoia for a post i think....Now on to some cheerful goodness!!!

Unicorns don't exist you stupid bimbo's!!! You hippies should have died a long while ago!!! Now go to some corner and cry till u return to your psychedelic dreams!!!

And its not over and out......Its under and in my belly!!!!

One more time.....So that makes it one+one......Eleven right!! :D

Hmm....No posts past few days....Been busy....Been out.....And plus I'm too tired to think of anythin original....So just thought i'd post another old poem of mine for the ladies out there....Wrote this one i think a year ago or something...

Was listening to Aeisha by outlandish.....And just started to write wat came to mind.....Was bored i think that time.....Lolz.... ;)

So enjoy ppl (or not....Wateva makes u happy!!! :P)....If u like it leave a word.....

My Angel Divine

Look at her, so beautiful,
She takes my breath away,
Every moment of the day, is filled with thoughts of her,
And every second without her,feels like eternity....


I always think, of our first meeting,
How I stared unable to think,
I couldn't believe, the sight before my eyes,
I thought I was dead and in the garden of Eden....


Oh God! How much i love her,
Oh God! How much i care,
She makes me feel, So complete,
She is the queen of my hopes and my dreams....


So sweet, So beautiful,
Like an angel of God to behold,
She seems pure like a dove,
Her heart, overflowing with love....


To look at her, Is like looking at a star,
A lone beacon of light in the darkness above,
Even stone would spring to life,
If it could catch a glimpse of my angel divine....


Her eyes, a mirror into the universe,
Her smile, like a child's innocent and pretty,
Her face, cherubic and cute,
She's perfect in every way!!!


So breathtaking, So beautiful,
Everyday I love her even more,
How i treasure, the moments i spend with her
How i pray for her, every second of the day....


Like the spring after winter,
How my heart blossoms every time we're together,
Like the autumn, after the spring,
The realization she can't be mine sinks in....


She can never be mine,
Cause she doesn't feel that way,
If only she'd give me a chance,
I know we'd be perfect in every way....


She is, So beautiful,
Words can express how much i love her,
But she, She can never know,
Cause if she found out,
It would break her heart to know....

My Angel Divine,
You might not be mine,
But I'll continue being with you everyday,
I just want you to be happy and stay....


I cant break your heart so,
My Angel Divine,
Oh I love you,
But I'll never let you know!!!

-Aiman

I have seen reality......And reality is an illusion........

I have done it......I have crossed the line......Taken the plunge....Blown up my head......
Crossed over to the other side....Given in to the dark side......Or whatever they call it where you come from....

But it doesn't change what has happened.....It is done.....And it has changed me....

I tried hard to resist......but with an enemy like this there is no winning.....

The call was just too strong to ignore.....Temptation called out from under the veils of promise......
Too strong to resist......I gave in.....

I was left with no choice,
Alone, In the dark i gave in,
Pulled deeper and deeper into the chasm i was,
No escape for me, No hope left within.......

So thats it then,
Now i am changed,
I don't know if i can ever be the same,
The world shattered at the first sight of fear.......

Darkness has become my light,
Wrong has become my right,
Hiding my way of life,
Death my aim in life........

Run away and save yourselves,
Live your dreams in your waking hours,
Cause tomorrow when it catches up with you,
Your nightmares won't let you sleep..........

There is no Life,
There is no Death,
There is only Pain,
And its out to get You!!!!!


So you see.....This is a warning.....Run if you can.......Hide if thats what u do.......

No Peace....War!!! Out!!

Ps.- To all those out there who are still wondering what has happened (Dat is if anybody actually reads this.....If you do....Stop wasting your time! :P ).....Well the point is......NOTHING!!!

Couldn't you guess.....I'm just bored.....Sheesh.......!!!!!!
So watch out for it.....Its called BOREDOM suckers!!!!

I can resist everything............Except temptation that is.........

Dude round up all your money and listen up......

I got an awesome plan!!!!

See there are so many tech gadgets ppl all want.......So i know how we can get one....

Lets all decide on sexy item ok.......somethin useful and cool!!!

Could be anythin....Alienware stash.......New console....Huge TV......Hell even an iPhone.......

So basically.....What we all have to do is simple....Now alone we can never purchase somthing that expensive.....(If you can then why the hell don't you have one??? And if you do.....Where's mine??? :P)

So lets all contribute.....And buy something..... I mean with all our cash pooled in we can get some sweet stuff!!!!

But then you say won't there be a problem of who gets the stuff and how we share the loot???
NO I SAY.......I got the answer........

We all contribute and buy something......Then give it to me!!!!!! Simple....

No one will then fight about sharing cause its mine!!! And well we all go home happy!!!! (Especially me!!!)

So what you waiting for people......Lets all contribute and go buy something for me!!!! Oops...I mean us!!!!

Ps.- On another more serious note......

It has come to my attention drugs are bad for health.....Hell they make you feel out of this world and really give you a kick but you shouldn't make "your" body a slave to the drugs.....

SO DONT DO DRUGS!!!! IF YOU COME ACROSS ANY.............GIVE THEM TO ME!!!!!

Cheers folks...... ;)

Dying can't be that bad of a thing.......I mean, everybody's doing it!!!

What I've done........LP song.....Just love it.........Lyrics :

"In this farewell,
There’s no blood,
There’s no alibi.
‘Cause I’ve drawn regret,
From the truth,
Of a thousand lies.

So let mercy come,
And wash away…

What I’ve Done.
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I've done.

Put to rest,
What you thought of me.
While I clean this slate,
With the hands,
Of uncertainty.

So let mercy come,
And wash away…

What I’ve Done.
I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I've done.

For What I’ve Done

I start again,
And whatever pain may come.
Today this ends,
I’m forgiving what I’ve done.

I’ll face myself,
To cross out what I’ve become.
Erase myself,
And let go of what I’ve done.
What I’ve done.

Forgiving What I’ve Done.
Forgiving What I've Done"

Ahh.....Love the lyrics....the sound is different....
But pay attention to the lines in qoutes......love those lines......

Looking Behind.............To the Future!!!!

Hmm.....I don't get it....

Why do u have to look ahead to the future.....

Hell do you even have to look at anything?? If you do...Why not the present??

I mean if space time is a curve why cant we look at the portion behind which curved from ahead??? I dunno....I just don't wanna look ahead......

As a wise mind once said....You are a sum total of your mistakes......So the past should show your future......And your future mistakes should reflect on your past!!!!

Maybe i'm just bored and ranting away......Not making sense......

I'll go kill some vampires and rid the earth from evil for a while.....Seems to cool me down!!!!!

Freedom is just Chaos.......Wth better lighting ofcourse!!!

The boards are over!!!!!!!!
I'm free like a bee,
Although i don't know,
How their freedom feels....

I am going to party,
I am going to play,
What I'm not gonna do,
Is be bored today....

Now if you'll excuse me,
I have got to flee,
There's a movie ticket with my name on it,
Waiting somewhere for me!!!!!!


Ps.- For those who have no idea whats going on........Don't ask me cause i don't either!!!!
Lol....No seriously......Just was in a hurry so went with the flow............
And Finally....Always find out.....Is the juice worth the squeeze??

The course of human history is determined, not by what happens in the skies, but by what takes place in our hearts!!

The harmonious call of the wild subculture branded by the people as an archaic curse on humanity has brought me inspiration and life in a meandering metaphor of the struggles between life and death and a source of depraved joy in witnessing the completely unveiled struggle between good and evil leading me to believe that light and dark cannot exist singularly but must coexist to maintain the eternal balance of the universe else it may spin of its axis leading to the end of days as these barrage of unrestrained thought brought on my mind by forces beyond my control that whisper to my ears the ultimate truth of the duality of nature that "The brightest Light casts the darkest shadow !!" leading me to be witness to this great moment in the history of humanity where for the first one has come so close to understanding the basic truth of all life and unleashing upon the world the message of salvation for the masses as preordained by the God's and prophesied by the prophets and destined to take the world one step closer to their final destination of peace and wisdom, crossing the final hurdle into the lands of complete bliss and attaining the unattainable Nirvana!!!

The truth is out there.....

On other completely unrelated news, My exams get over tomorrow!!!
Woo hoo!!!!

Peace out!! ;)

There is no sin.....Except stupidity!!

Oscar Wilde sure know what he was talking about!!!! I mean seriously man......Stupidity has become a hot commodity in todays world!!!!!

I mean seriously.....People just don't think nowadays.....

This latent lack of adequate brain traffic orients and manifests in various ways.....But my pet peeve has always been.....

The Bane of all email inboxes.....

The Dreaded Fowards!!!!!

I mean ppl....Please....Do you really believe the stuff??? Do you even read and wonder how stupid and impossible it is.....

i mean please........Think about....Do you really think that forwarding something too a hundred people is gonna make you suddenly irresistible to women.........

NO its not!!! Though it is gonna make u appear innsanely stupid!!!!

And all those people on orkut and Hi5.....Oh yes.....You know who you are....Shame on you......You should shame yourself to death or something!!!!

I mean first it was Dilana from Hi5 ..........Then the very same Dilana is also on Orkut........Hello isn't it obvious i mean??
How can She be on the team of two bloody social sites running in competition.....And both of them had the same bloody problem??? I mean hello???Anything in There????

It makes me so mad..... But yeah....I guess guys....

So On April fools Day today.....Think about your own stupidity!!! And once you learn the lesson.......

Comment on this message 250,000,000 x 10^76 times within the next 0.12345 seconds or your crushes brother's girlfriend's sister's best friend's crushes's 24th cousin's dog is gonna die!!!!! So do it!!!!!

Oh and btw if you do end up doing it all you have done is wasted half your life and just proved my points....Sheesh!!

Happy Your Day!!!!!!

I refuse to answer that question.....On the grounds that I don't know the answer!!!

So another day has passed ....Another 24 hours have gone by.........Another 24*60 minutes are no more........Another 24*60*60 seconds pass like the sands of time.....(Ok....By this time i know you have got the point.....But it makes it so much more philosophical and all.......so bear wit me!!!)

People say live every moment like your last.....Can you imagine how stupid and lame that'd be??

I mean you spend every moment looking for that threat......Thats gonna end everything.....Which will never come....Every moment fearing that stray bullet is gonna hit you....Every moment your gonna get a heart attack!!! Thats just stupid and a waste of time.....

Which lead me to the next thing............

Irony of life......

Example :
You wanna spend a day chilling wit friends......u msg them to tell u their plans......
Then wait for 2 excruciatingly long hours where no one replies.....
Then finally u decide ur better off sitting at home and studying......
And meanwhile they go out.......
And after they leave in 2 minutes you start getting replies from your friends detailing plans and asking what time we leaving.......

Funny right????

NOT!!!!!!!

God must have one bloody hell of a sense of humor!!!!! (Pun intended......If u didn't get the play on words/ horrendously bad joke.....Sigh.....U don't deserve to exist!!!!! )

Anyways.....In other news....

I'm so happy while Harry Potter is so dead man......Cause....

YOU KNOW WHO told me YOU KNOW WHAT today!!!!
And J.K.Rowling doesn't have anything on me........

Didn't Understand??? Me Neither.......Join the Club!!!!!

On a lighter note.....That is a 1000 buck note on fire.........

Hmm....So like i said i like to write.....So I'm putting one of my poems....Just to even things out a bit you know....

I mean to balance out the neurotic post apocalyptical ranting........(dunno what sort of rant that is....But it sounds cool....)

Here's a short poem called My Angel........( i know its mushy or wateva....but bear wit me ppl....girls dig this shit......And at least its short....)

My Angel

Do you know how much I cried?

Do you know how much pain I survived?

Do you know how much I prayed I would die?

Do you know God answered my prayers?

That He sent an angel to wipe away my tears?

That I was happy for the first time in years?

That I wanted to live and love you everyday?

Do you understand what I’m trying to say?

Will you My Angel with me forever stay?

-Aiman

Taa-Daa!!!!!

You live and learn.......Err......On Second thought......At least you live......

Life is a serious of ironical events.....(All those who thought I'd rip off "unfortunate events".......shame on you!!!!)

Yeah...We here a lot of people talking about the mistakes the made in life......And if they had another chance they'd do it differently.......

But you know something Folks....If they had another chance........

They'd make the same stupid mistakes all over again!!! Or else new stupider ones......

What about all that learning from your mistakes crap??? Well you do learn from it...Sure.....But then you can make a whole new one!!!!

I mean there are more mistakes you can make.....Imagine there is one right thing you can do.......To that one thing theres a million wrong things you can do!!!!!!

To strive for perfection is an unattainable goal!!! And wisdom....Just because you got few teeth named "wisdom teeth" doesn't actually mean your bloody wise....(If you think otherwise....Then your just proving my point......Sheesh!!)

So basically what's my point??? That it is impossible to strive for perfection as it is impossible to be perfect?? So...My point being???

Screw perfection!!! Strive for imperfection !!!!

I mean come on people......Its something to strive for!!!!! Imagine that....A goal to strive for which you can actually achieve....Which is within your grasp.......You just have to grab it!!!!

So ppl....Don't try and perfect in what you do.......Being imperfect is part of human nature......Screw perfection...Who needs it??? (I mean whats the use of having a perfect straight line....When you can have a cool looking imperfect zig-zag line!!!)

So basically.....If you wanna be perfect in any way......

Strive to be "perfectly imperfect" today!!!

Is..Chicken Tikka Masala A Conversational Topic??

Ever felt your life was all going downhill???Your bored.....Board exams draggin on......Waiting for excitement....You feel the days pulling.....Then all of sudden....Like a bolt from the skies......

You find yourself talking about CHICKEN TIKKA!!!!!

I mean Chicken Tikka Masala!!!!!!

Am I that bored??? I mean isn't that illegal or something......Its not like I'm interested in cooking....

Its at moments like these it amazes me at the height of deranged the human mind kind reach!!! I mean.....I really should get a life.....Which brings me to the conclusion....Its the systems fault!!

Don't get me started on them......Its all a big conspiracy.....They are all over.....Everywhere.......Even where u think your safest.....But thats off-topic right???

Which comes to acceptable topics of conversation.....I mean we all flirt and do time-pass.....But when do we cross that invisible line that keeps us in the right side of mad???

Talking about cars,book,movies and other stuff is cool......but talking about foodstuff....I mean next thing i might be heard speaking about speaking about Livestock Vaccination........Or maybe government insurance policies!!!

And thats me...But what about the person who introduced the topic and was chatting with me......God save you my friend!!!

I mean say Gaming......Say A perfect Circle......Say South Park.......HELL even say Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles........But Don't.....Don't you ever say....Please Never say Chicken Tikka Masala!!!!!!

On the off chance anyone but me is going to read this............

Welcome to the real world!!! (Yes.....That pill you took wasn't red......But it doesn't make it any less effective....And before you try jumping off buildings.....Nevermind!!)

Attention to the title........

Thats what it is plain and simple....(Although must be noted truth is rarely plain and if its simple in most cases its a lie!!!!!!)

I think many things......Feel many things.......Love to write.....So a blog seems logical rite......

If you like what you read or have any interesting ideas to add please comment or mail me.....

If you don't like what you read....Well Boo Hoo for You!!! (Listen punk....The world doesn't revolve around you.......it revolves around Me!!!!)

And criticism is always welcomed....(And then deleted....But you don't need to know that!! ;) )

So thats it i guess.....My first Post......Brings Tears to my eyes.....Sniff Sniff.......
See you on the other side.....