Saturday, December 8, 2007

What Condition My Condition Was In.....

Sigh....

I seem to be going through the equivalent of Menopause or whatever u women get....
Mood swings and wat not...
I hate this...
Chemical Locha as one of my friends put it....
Actually i did but ya.....Whateva...

This place is a bundle of contradictions....
One sec u could be fighting and out to kill a guy...
Next sec that guy comes and acts like ur best friend....
go figure....

I dunno really sumtimes wat to expect and think anymore...
The expression numb comes to mind....
But ya....
thats like a few stages behind me....


weird.....Messsed up....
Depressed one sec.....
happy the other.....

Hell wen u dont know wat to expect from ur closest friends....
Wats there to think anymore...

I need a break seriously....

Cya when i'm in a better mood....
Or when this Chemical Locha passes.....

Sigh and u F***heads...
I don't want a jaddo ki jhapi or any such crap....

Thank u....
Come again...

2 comments:

Mystique said...

so that whole 'death' thing was part of this?
sigh.....my poor baby.
u don need a hug u need coffee.
hmmmm..........
what hav ur closest friends done to u?
and which closest friends are these?
(k i'm askin too many questions)


ps menopause happens at age of 50.

--xh-- said...

well, best thing to do is, shut urself up, take a break, and come back with clear mind. been through this phase lotsa times. dont think much now, it wont make much sense. let the mind cool off for a couple of days...