An experiment....
A thought....
A dream....
A new poem...
Call it whatever you will....
But here it is...
A picture is All i have left,
And i bear it open for all to see........
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A Picture....
When i look in the mirror,
All i can see is a picture,
When i look in my eyes,
All i can see is a picture......
A picture is all i have,
In my mind and in my soul,
A picture of you with me,
Is all thats left for me........
All alone i feel for the first time,
But i realize i always was lonely,
I was living putting all my happiness on a picture,
A picture of you beside me......
Nothing makes sense anymore,
I search for you everywhere i know,
But I know I won't find you,
All I'll ever have of you, is this picture......
Were those times real or a dream,
Did I really live them or did i imagine those fields,
I think i might have been crazy.....that time with you an illusion,
But then there is this picture, And it seems so real.....
Who are you? Where did you come from?
Why were you here? Why did u meet me?
Why did we spend time together? Why did we lie in each others arms under the sun?
If you were going to disappear? And all i have left is this picture.....
All i have left is a picture,
A picture is all i have,
A picture of her in my mind,
It wont leave me alone, It won't go away........
A picture of you in my arms,
A picture of you with me,
A picture of the queen of my Dreams,
The world thinks I'm crazy, but i know this picture is real....
Everywhere i look i see this picture,
A picture of you with me,
In this existence it's all i have left,
My life dedicated to a picture, A picture of you with me.....
- Aiman
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Saawariya.......Oh ho oho.....
Saawariya.......Oh ho Oho.....
Saaaaaaawwaaaaaariyaaaaaa............
*Sigh*
Yes....
Now that the requisite groan at the start of every blog entry is out of the way.....
Though the groan might be caused by the horrifying music.....
Lets get down to business......
First up is change.....
No....Not the coins as in South Park Night of living Homeless....
Though if you do come across some change then....
"Change?"
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*Ahem*
Yes...Back on track then.....
I remember myself a few months back.....
Lets make it about 6 months shall we........
There was once a time i ran from the limelight....
Where i was happier out of the attention....Didn't give a fig about politics or power......
(lol....Anyone who's been to high school will know what i'm talking about)
I was happy with my few friends.......No work!!!
And my heavenly headbanging collection of music.....
But now....
*Sigh*
Here I am Mr.Popular (not to blow my own horn....But yeah....)
Everyone knows me.....Everyone wants me to be with them.....
I'm considered the smartest guy in my batch.....
Which i might be......But....
Lol...
I mean....
They expect me to top????
I mean.... I don't study!!!
Hell....I never have......
And me top???
Sheesh!!!
Got so much responsibility....
But this all wouldn't be such a problem on its own.....
But coupled with the fact that well.....
It's all so different.....
Change...
Sigh...
From Hard Rock to Bollywood Pop...
I kid u not......I got a 2gb collection to argue with you....
This change in music may not be that important to some....
But to me..
Well yeah...
Its wat keeps me sane....Cools me down......
AND NOW...
It just seems so weird....
But u know....
u can't change them....
So u gotta join them.....
Plus chicks tend to dig a guy with 170 songs on his....
And well....
If 80 of those are Hindi.....
Nevermind......
In Rome... Do as the Romans do......
(Thats is if you want to do the Romans too...... ;) if u know at i mean......)
Well anyways....
I dunno wat else to whine about....
Lets headbang i guesss....
Chow....
Teri Aankhen Bhool Bhulaiya...
Bateen hai Bhool Bhulaiya.....
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Ever heard Crazy Town's drowning....It so aptly describes my state of mind...Sigh.....----------------------------------------------------------------------------
"Drowning"
Everything is so complex
Everyday is like a test full of obstacles
That seem almost impossible
And I’m thinking just another breath not a minute left.
How long have I been drifting?
Pass the glass pint hit the flash light now break it.
People say I’m a star but I still think ill never make it.
And I’m thinking just another prayer not a second left.
I feel there’s something missing
Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers that I see go around me.
Am I drowning?
Am I fading away?
OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
I’ve been to hell and back looking for the answers to life.
Looking at myself trying to get things right.
And I’m feeling just another breath not a minute left.
I feel the darkness lifting.
There was a time
That I questioned if Id ever be alright.
Running getting high staying trapped by sleepless nights.
And I’m thinking just another breath not a minute left.
I feel there’s something missing.
I’m running from myself and all the things I don’t like.
Living every night like it’s the last night.
And I’m thinking just another prayer not a second left.
I need to stop resisting.
Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers that I see go around me.
Am I drowning?
Am I fading away?
OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.
Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.
Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.
Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me when all the answers that I see go around me.
Am I drowning?
Am I fading away?
OR am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Am I drowning?
Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.
Drowning in the drama lost in the lies trapped by the currents of life caught in the rip tides.
